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well i know i have done some nasty things, many of my friends hate me of course, but i cant do anything to change their minds. One of my best friends hates me and well that hurts deep. i felt like a pretty flower full of life and water, and that water were my friends. As one by one goes and leaves im dying im not strong and im turning weak, now im weeping because i have not many friends left than can be here with me. when i know they left i know i wasn't a very good friend. but whats there to give ...nothing. i can just wait for my final destruction. i ******** hate my life ;-;