What do I do now? Where do I go from here?
These are two questions I always end up asking myself.. Obviously life has its ups and its downs, but unfortunately it seems as if mine is filled with more downs and then ups. The never ending spiral of doom as a friend of mine calls it.. that is what im riding.. Spiral of Doom.
Ive met someone.. someone very special and I dont want to lose them. They make me happy. But then I start asking the same two questions again.. trying to figure out where to go and what to do next in my journey. I mean there's work but I go everyday. There's my friends outside of work...wait.. 99% of them are online. (i do consider them all good friends) The other 1% is a close friend of mine but she is a part time student and has a part time job to take up the rest of the time.
I'm always unsure of if the people I care about really do care about me like they say. I've been through alot and maybe not as much as some people in the world but still... what do you do when you aren't sure of yourself and your world? Do you fix it? Do you just watch as your life slips through the cracks of time? Or do you just wait.... that's all, just wait there until someone walks by and helps you up?
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gaia is great.... but its no fun if you don't have very many friends...
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awww *hugs*