First it seems that no one really cares...
~I miss that feeling, the one that I got from him. I'll never get it back. I want it so bad. To feel loved when I knew for a fact no one else loved me. I wanted that. More than anything.
~My father told me be back before midnight, I came home at 7:30 from amber's and he had a fit. That totally makes sense to me. I'm such a whore, I'm a slut. Within the last few minutes, those words have came and gone from my ears like screeching of a chalk board.
~One last kiss before I go, dry your tears. It is time to let you go, One last kiss.
~Ok so I was with Ian today, pretty cool kid. Well he seemed like it before. But this time it seemed as if he hated me. Like OK that's cool hate me, but at least tell me why. Angel was there and they flirted all day and I just sat there. She didn't even seem to noticed me at all.
~Homecoming is coming up and I'm probably not going to go because my father is to much of a cheep a** to give me any money. I'm not even going to ask. It's pointless. I rather just sit there and cry the entire day.
~"Don't let the cat outside unless your going to be home." "Ok I wont." My cat is now up in a tree that is impossible for me to get her. So she's stuck. I can't do s**t, she can't do s**t. It's a shitty situation. That ******** cat did it. Denise - "He's my baby" then put a ******** diaper on him and call him your b***h, ******** dumbass.
~Suicide hasn't been on my mind in months, until this day. I really am sick of everything that has to deal with him. I just want gone sometimes. To be gone is to be free.
~I miss that feeling, the one that I got from him. I'll never get it back. I want it so bad. To feel loved when I knew for a fact no one else loved me. I wanted that. More than anything.
~My father told me be back before midnight, I came home at 7:30 from amber's and he had a fit. That totally makes sense to me. I'm such a whore, I'm a slut. Within the last few minutes, those words have came and gone from my ears like screeching of a chalk board.
~One last kiss before I go, dry your tears. It is time to let you go, One last kiss.
~Ok so I was with Ian today, pretty cool kid. Well he seemed like it before. But this time it seemed as if he hated me. Like OK that's cool hate me, but at least tell me why. Angel was there and they flirted all day and I just sat there. She didn't even seem to noticed me at all.
~Homecoming is coming up and I'm probably not going to go because my father is to much of a cheep a** to give me any money. I'm not even going to ask. It's pointless. I rather just sit there and cry the entire day.
~"Don't let the cat outside unless your going to be home." "Ok I wont." My cat is now up in a tree that is impossible for me to get her. So she's stuck. I can't do s**t, she can't do s**t. It's a shitty situation. That ******** cat did it. Denise - "He's my baby" then put a ******** diaper on him and call him your b***h, ******** dumbass.
~Suicide hasn't been on my mind in months, until this day. I really am sick of everything that has to deal with him. I just want gone sometimes. To be gone is to be free.
