I haven't written in a while, and I see that nothings clear.
I have lost all inspiration, I need my time to heal.
This frustration is quite distracting.
My past has beckoned me to travel down its hall.
One last taste, then watch it fall.
Crashing down destroying all exits.
I have been tricked into this fast pace never ending misery.
It's been misleading me towards the one out come I tried to stay away from.
Dragging me down.
Taking me now.
Dragging me further.
Where is the end?
Where is the sound?
Who's heart is beating now?
Sharp turns into the wicked fence,
webbed of all that I've been through.
Lies upon lies, and mountains of sorrow.
My feature - now.
Is fading some how.
Vexed twisted words beyond the cursed.
Sitting in late, too much too take.
Little risk to fight, very much at stake.
Will I ever stop; until I know its safe?
When will he learn that I've been over him.
His feelings start flooding the hall.
When will his eyes come to find that his lover no longer lingers.
I don't hate you now, but what should have been.
Because if I knew what I should have learned;
then our relationship would never have begin.
The halls have drained and my eyes complain.
My mind so confused by emotion.
I feel played in a daze because I am left with this notion.
In this hall so weak and thin lies the body so full of sin.
I rub my eyes and begin to focus on what lays before me.
Twitching limbs and that pail skin,
I stare at that the hands that undressed me.
That abused me and that hate me.
That used to touch and taint me.
The melted green gold eyes render in my heartache.
For god sake I will brake.
 A t e l i c E n i g m a · Tue Sep 15, 2009 @ 09:42pm · 0 Comments |
