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I stare at the sky, as the small drops drip from my mouth.
I start to wonder about my friends, and where they are.
I remember some of the good times, how all those times made me happy, and let my be myself, more than i probly ever did.
The sun lets alittle light out from the clouds.
I slowly fall backwards, as my thoughts fade.
I have tried my best, is that not enough?
I have tried to be nice, was I too nice?
I have wanted to find forgiveness, and to forgive, was I wrong in doing so?
I know I'll probly never find out, but thats alright, I don't need to.
I have treidn to be the best person I can be at heart, that counts for something right?
All I can do is think that it does, I really dont want to do this anymore, especially right now.
I just wish that I could say sorry for all the wron Ive done and all Ive become, and that you would forgive me. If you don't, I'll still be happy, for the time I had. I finally hit the ground, in the large puddle I have made, and I feel no pain, I almost wish I could.
My eyes now set apon the dark, cloudy sky, as the sun now shines into them.
I hold no regrets, itll do nothing to have them now.
I lay there, with the great hole that was carved out of my chest.
Now, with nothing keeping it inside and containing it, my heart slowly rises from my chest. I watch, having no energy to catch it.
I know my heart will find someplace it can be, whether that be heaven, hell, the endless void, or nowhere, itll find a place, and that place may be for the best.
I gently rest my head back, and with the little energy I have, I smile.
I'll be happy with it either way.
So I watch, as my heart escapes my body, and slowly rises.
I lay there smiling, wondering just where my heart might belong, and when it will get there.
All I know, is that my heart has never had wings like it does now, when I was given a chance
 X_Restricted_Eyes_X · Mon Sep 07, 2009 @ 02:58am · 2 Comments |
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