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Today, I just found out something about a friend.


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Is it okay for you to laugh and yell about what makes you happy and angry, but wrong for me to laugh and giggle for whatever reason? Cry and scream outrageously about something that bothered me?
You killed my happiness. I haven't told you my worst of the weeks because I fear your reply. This friendship isn't working the way you want it to, is it? Am I your last resort friend? The person you only speak to because you know you she won't hurt you back. Well here's something I want to say, that I can say on that little box at the bottom of the screen...

I value your friendship but you make it hard. You've been mean to me, yet make it seem like it's my fault. You don't know how many times I've cried because of it, but I won't say it now. I'm sorry for whatever I did, but please stop. I've lost many...several friends, and I've known you for a long time. I don't want to lose your friendship, but every time we speak a conflict arises...

Just speak your mind. I annoy you. I piss you off, and for that I'm sorry. This is my silent plea...and if you to read it...I wish of no reply. But I thank you for the good times..

and yet again I say to my mom. Another one lost. Take that however you want it.