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left me all alone, with no one to hold, crying with no light for me to see...
why can you be with me!
you put me on hold, wait all night just for you so say good bye....to me
you take me by the hand, slap me on the face, Hard enough to make me fall out of my place.
you say you dont want to be alone but you push me away everytime i come your waAAAy!
You always been right ive always been wrong but tonight im the one saying GOODBYE!
take me by the side, no where to hide, just an other bruise and another lie
you say i cant leave, i cant run awAy from you today, that you need me now, JUST PLEASE JUST STAY..
you held me close saying your sorry and change will be made...but now i know the truth through your lies!

scream out loud, no one can hear me now, just a dream you sAAy
im your paper doll riped torn and thrown away....always with a painted smile on...
my life held like fragal glass just in reach of your hands..

bruising at night, crying at day, for gods sake when will this END!
locked away, lost in memories, no happy endings for me as blood falls by your hands when they come back again...
held lifeless saying why did you make me do this...why did u have to test me, you know that this would happen this wAy..

i said goodbye and i wasnt coming back, you got mad there comes a SMACK!
i knew you were everything, everything i never wanted, why you have to make me act like this..
so much for my happy ending....as you leave me not breathing, blood falling just to make sure your always right