Ah today is a b***h! I was ok till I got out of school generally till I found out the girl that "supposedly loved me" breaks up with me secretly and goes with another guy she hasn't known for too long! I knew her for about a year and we were happy till I started doing something wrong, but I didn't know what! So she soon starts meeting other guys and I knew about it. I suffered and tried to get her to like me back, which she "supposedly" did and what happens? She choses a guy she has known shorter than me and breaks my heart completely! I really couldn't believe that she lied to me every time she said I love you and then I would say I love her more, but she would say no its the same! IT ISN'T THE SAME IF YOU CHOOSE ANOTHER GUY OVER THE ONE YOU SAY YOU LOVE AS MUCH!! I'm pissed and upset and now feel like death is the best option avaliable since im never gonna find a girl like here again.... I loved her soo much and she didn't love me as much back..... It hurts more than any type of torture imaginable.... at least she respected the thought that I need my distance away from her after this... I feel like I should just leave completely.... I feel useless, alone, dead and overall horrible.... I feel used as well from all the times I had helped her through depression... I feel like dirt s**t and that whats the point of staying alive?.... of course im not gonna kill myself cause im not that stupid.... but it hurts all the same....
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