i'm being pressure by everyone my mom gone and i'm in chaos by my feeling with someone sometimes im dead to the world othertimes im just here for no reason im on the brink of death and destruction and on the line of my salvation and peace but i don't know if i can make it god if you can hear'read or see this i need you i know i don't say it sometimes but when i say it i mean it i need u love you and if i could print this out i would oh and ashley if u ever read this i love you too not as a girlfriend but as my best friend i owe you everything and thank you so much the end for now