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The guy i thought i loved is.... augh i don't know any ******** more...... It's like... part of me loves myself for meeting him but three fourths of myself just hates myself for loving him... he says we should move on and part of me agrees. My friend deisuke helped me realize that my own best friend was manipulating me... I'm stupid.... How could i not see that? God i'm a ******** dumb a**.... And now i hate myself even more...