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i never thought that i could have a nightmrae that could actually scare me. the only thing that really scared me was my dad but, i had a nightmare but it was not like a nightmare. i could taste the blood and feel the punch. my friends are the most importsnt thing to me in my life but for some reason i dreamed a normal day of school first, second, third, fourth then lunch sitting at the table with my Amlo out of no where zach just comes up pissed as hell and punches me and walks away, so i follow him he is crying i ask what i did and he just stairs at me and tells me" get the ******** away from you two faced peice of s**t" no matter what i did he would not tell me what i did. then came sixth i was with juan and i walked up to him and said whats up and he just staired at me with such a hate and fear in his eyes and i knew he did not want me to be near him i could see he was kind of really depressed and i still did not know what i did. a walked twards the table to ask Amlo if she knew what was wrong with zach and i seen her laying on the table alone it was darker than the rest of the dream and the lighting and stuff. i ran to the table and that was it, i woke up and sat there in the darkness; i felt like throwing up i was so scared of what it ment what it could be what it could mean and i spent the rest of the night afraid to sleep. i thought i knew what fear was i was so so wrong. . .