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I am me.


I'm the girl that'll wear black lipstick and fishnets one day & then come to school in a skirt, heels, & pink shirt. Why? Because that's who I am. I'm not goth, prep, emo, hick, or whatever other labels you want to throw my way. When people say crap about me, I just turn around & laugh because I know that I'm more mature than they'll ever be. I can look at someone & not care about whether they have John Deere, skulls & crossbones, or pink polka dots on they're shirts.

I'm a friendly person & I try to get along with everyone. But I'm not the kind of girl that that'll let someone walk all over me just cause they think they're better than me. I'll tell you how I feel & I'll leave nothing out. I hate that people think they can control me because I'm young, short, or whatever. But I control my own life & noone else ever will.

My friends make up my whole life. They mean everything to me. I wouldn't be me without them. They're soo amazing. Anyone that put up with my crankiness & mood swings and still comes back, deserves an honorable mention. I can be myself around them & they don't judge me. I'll tell you one thing, as the psycopathic song goes, "Me and my homies stay tight like a noose, and if u step to one of us u better step to the whole crew" Mess with my friends....& hell will come early.

I guess I'm trying to say that I'm a lot of things but don't judge me before you know me. My life isn't the best but it works. Somedays I only want to lay in bed & cry. Other days, I'm on cloud nine(even though I haven't had one of those days in awhile.) I have my good days, bad days, crying moments, & laughing moments. I'm only human. I'm only me.



And with that I say thanks to those who made me who I am & I love those of you that cared enough to be my friend.