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ok so you have been with your boyfriend for like ever.. you dont love him but he claims to love you.. he has anger issues but hes never hurt you.. you know the time when he does is coming soon though. everytime you talk to a boy he gets jealous and yells at you accusing but then apologises saying hes sorry he overreacted...

today you were at the skatepark by yourself practicing and a few guys were flirting with you because your one of the best skaters in your town and your very beautiful. this one kept touching you and it was bugging you. your boyfriend pulled up early picking you up and you didnt see him and the guy grabbed your butt... you punched him in the gut and your boyfriend whose name is Zack got out and grabbed you and walked away shaking he was so mad.he drove to a park instead of your house and you were scared because no one was around. he looked at you and got out of the car. you got out and hugged him. he pushed you off so hard you fell..
"what the hell Zack?"
"i saw him. you liked it didnt you you little whore?"
"no i punched him. i like you not anyone else please dont be mad"
you tried to touch his arm but he punched you in the stomach hard enough to make you fall again and knock the wind out of you.
"get up you little whore and take what you get for being one"
you got up and punched him in the face.
he took the blow like it was nothing
"what do you think you doing?!?"
"you hit me so i hit you. never touch me again Zack its over"
you tired to walk away but he grabbed your arm
"oh baby its far from over. your mine and your never getting away. i love you dont you see that? but you need to let me love you and not touch other guys"
"HE TOUCHED ME YOU CRAZY b*****d NOW LET GO!!!"
"no"
he pulled you into a tight hug.
"never leave me ____ i need you. i dont like hurting you but you need to know how much i love you and know not to hurt me"
you tried to get away but he wouldnt let go.
"if you ever leave me ill hunt you down so stop struggling baby" he said as he petted your hair while holding onto you.
you gave up and sagged against him knowing you couldnt get away anyways.
"thats better baby" he kissed you
"now lets get you home before you get in trouble"
you followed him to his car silently.
he took you home and left you with a light kiss.
you went inside and looked at the bruses he left on you. you'll just have to bide you time till you can get away.
the weeks go by with you waiting for the perfect time. but as they fade away you turn into a zombie following orders from Zack like your life depends on it... sometimes you think it does. one day you make him mad by doing nothing other than dropping your pepsi and getting mad about it.
he pulls you into the car forcefully. he takes you to the same park and hits you square in the jaw. you fall down and just stay there knowing you just have to take it. hes about to kick you until he hears a motorcycle coming. he lays down next to you trying to look natural. the guy gets off the morotcycle and walks over.
"get up you jackass and take it like a man"
"excuse me?"
"I saw everything now your going to get what you have been giving. stand UP"
you just look up at the guy in wonder
Zack gets up hesantly and gets a huge hit in the nose as you hear it crack.
The guy gives you his hand helping you up.
"im Jack and im sorry..come get on and ill take you to get some help"
you get up silently and follow him and put on the helmet not saying one word.
he takes you to some random apartment and gives you a bag of ice to put on your jaw.
"im sorry about your boyfriend. not all of us are like that. most arnt but anyways are you ok? he gave you quite a shiner?"
you just nodded your head afraid if you say something you will get hit.. you've been brainwashed by Zack.
"do you not talk?"
you whisper "yes i talk"
"what?"
"yes i can talk"
"ah thought so. how old are you ummm.."
"_______ and im 17"
"ok _____ im Jack as i said and im 20"
you looked at him scared cause he looked like he could hit alot harder than Zack because he had big bicepts.
"nice to meet you"
"you too" he looked at the hand you offered him and grabbed it and pulled you into a tight hug.
for some reason that made you feel so safe and you started to whimper which turned into sobbing.
he just held you while you did until the sobs stopped and you fell limp in his arms from being so tired. he laid you on the bed across the room and went and sat in the lounge chair next to it. when you woke up shaking and scared he held you until you fell asleep again.


when you woke up the next morning he was asleep in the chair next to you. he had his shirt off and you were right. nice bicepts and nice built stomach too. his chest had a few tattoos on it and they looked good on him. you looked away form him when your bladde forced you to. you got up and went to the bathroom. when you came out he was gone and you smelled pancakes. you looked in the kitchen and there he was making them still without his shirt off.
"i really hope you like pancakes because i make the best around"
you shook your head yes.
he stopped what he was doing and walked over to you. he grabbed your shoulders
"i will never hurt you. you can talk to me. please talk to me"
"i..im s-scared"
"its ok. i would never hurt a pretty girl like you now calm down and eat some pancakes"
he pushed you towards a chair and gave you a bunch of food to eat. when you were done he said he was taking you to a place you'd like. you arrived at a waterfall and he put a blanket down for you to sit on. you laid on your stomach looking at the falls.
he laid down on his back next to you. you snuggled up next to him cause it was a bit chilly. he pulled you ever so closer. you guys stayed there until the stars came out talking about everything. you guys had so much in common.. and the best news was you turned 18 the next day and he said hed take you to get a tattoo.
you got one saying "never again" as in never again will you let someone hurt you.
you guys had so much fun for the next couple years. until he finally asked you to marry him. you said yes and Zack showed up at your wedding and he cryed. you walked up to him with Jack at your side.
"what do you need Zack?"
"im so sorry for everything. i will never forgive myself for loosing you but atleast you have Jack. he loves you i can tell.. im so happy for you"
"thank you Zack"
"i wish you the best"
"and you too"
you never saw him again but you and jack have a nice life together having triplets.. to boys and one girl..