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Its hard to say, but my summer of wonder, best friends, family, and memories has all pretty much come to an end. I must say there are things that I did this summer that I will NEVER forget. So much is changing, and time is going by so fast. But it was nice to find out that a very special friendship of mine has not changed...and hopefully never will. This summer has been full of memories that made me laugh and smile, now when I think back, it pretty much rips my heart out.
Leaving the people you love behind to go on another year is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I find myself thinking of the last things I did there, smells, pictures, colors, the little things just remind me of the times I spent at home. Even music....I find myself crying more and more each time. And I know its only one more year till I can stay there. and who knows maybe it will end up going fast....but as of right now....its an awful pain in my chest that I cant seem to escape untill I go back to what I consider a home, and a family.
It only takes one person to change your life. And I just so happend to have more then one. and they have made my life amazing. I know they will never let me fall, and they will stand with me though it all.
Sometimes I wish good things never had to change and eveyone could just be happy....but this isnt a movie....really things do change and there isnt anyway u can stop it. God i sound so stupid right now n i know it but i mean really who else can I just rant on to? surly not my mum she would freak out....n my friends here just wouldnt understand....I dont know what to do to make things better....
just one more year.