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been writing alot of poems lately... dunno why...so heres an update on life...just got done with juniour year, heading into senior year...an i've just really set in the fact on how bored i am in life....daily routine over and over...i'm bored with it all i want to get out, do things...but i need money, i need a job, and i cant get that without parent consent unless i make it the illegal way, which i dont really want to...i feel i think to much again..like always, recently i've discovered how lonely i really am, being alone for about 3 years i havent exactly fallen in love since her... but that was long ago...anyways, i feel i'm really behind in life... so i've developed a game plan : finish senior year ( doesnt matter where) get a job either after or during senior year, fall in love ( thats gonna be tuff ), and live life, oh and i want to get a car and or motorcycle so that i can get out...
thats it... well i'm done for now.. i think i'll go write some more poetry or sumthin, or try and fall in love stupid s**t like that.. God help yea? gimme an extra nudge will ya, i know you know how i feel so come on, i'd do the same for you...gotta do homework when everyone falls asleep >_< and try to work ma gameboy i just found...okok i'll leave, but not before asking God one more time to give me strength, i know i'm not a jesus freak but i do believe that you want us to live our own lives right?...right