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Okay last Saturday my brother got arrested, Iam not saying what for on this journal, but if you must know, note me, I will tell you there. So my schedual has changed, I have to get up at 4:00 in the morning to take my brother to school now, seeing as his arrest also took his car away. I will most likely be pissed, grumpy and tired, because Iam having to suffer conciquenses that I didn't create. I might be on a little later than usual, but now my parents are going to be trying to fit their scheduals to Matt, meaning more frequent days off, or shorter days. I know it makes me pissed. Today, my dad took work off but is going to go pick him up, so I have a little time to tell everyone what's going on. Since Saturday was the 4th of July, I would have to say it was the worst, he always has to do something crappy like this either on holidays, or near them. So no one in this family really likes holidays, Christmas, New Years, Holloween, etc. All of them, something has happened, but the scale had varied to a very unsettling argument, to this, my whole family is stressed out right now, my mom is nipping at me for asking too many questions because I dan't know much about law enforcement system. My dad wants things done at the crack of a whip, and is making my mom even more stressed, (Iam not going into detail, it's disgusting and you don't wanna know. So that leaves me, I have been tring to get away more, my room, out of the house up the hill. But it seems something always finds me, Iam stuck in my house my friends are to preoccupied with other things, and I can't go to my Boyfriend's house cuz his parents went to another place for the 4th of July, leaving him there and my parents don't want us alone.....(Like I'll do that, or he'll do that, he's not that kind of person....)And the best thing is I can't get in contact with any of them, either my old retarded cell phone is not sending texts or their ignoring me or have their phones off =_= currently, I don't feel like talking over phone because I don't want to either sound like a crying idiot, or an emo b****. Iam getting annoyed because I have to cart wheel my brother around like and infant.....(an annoying infant). And the last time I did he gave me 'Life 101'and started swearing, to which he denies. Iam confused and I have mixed feelings about this whole situation.....the best part, is he can't drive for 2 years...... =_= this is going to be and f****ing long two years......


In better news: My best friend is I don't know anymore, but possibly not a friend at all! She just fought with me even though Iam going through a hard time, but she seems not to care. anyway life is just getting better (sarcastic) who knows maybe the house will blow up! Then we'll be homeless! Things just keep getting better! yay!