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you ask me to love you
You ask me to feel for you
You ask me to care for you..
But what can i do...
You act like you know me..
You act like you understand me..
You act like we are close..
But that's the problem..
You say you can't be without me..
You say you need me...
You say you trust me...
But what do yo really know about me..
You state that i'm different..
You state that i'm sweeter..
You state that you love me...
But why...
You see the truth is only so bitter..
Because..
I don't care for you...
I don't really give a damn about you...
I don't believe in you...
nor do i want to...
I defintly can't and won't love you...
And most certainly i will Never in this lifetime
Trust you...
Because you think you know me and you think you understand me..
But you don't know the real me...
You were compltely fooled by my mask..
Of happiness and lies...
You fell for my smiles and sweet words..
You could never see the pain that was deep within my heart...
But then again you probably really didn't care..
Because that's how humans are...
They don't give a damn about anyone but themselves...
They could careless...if you say your happy then they are fine with that...
You only interpet what you wish to see and hear...
In Truth i hate you, i despise you, I wish more than anything for you to just dissapear...
Cause how can you say you love me when you truly don't even know the real me....only what