Mm... If any of you had actually read my journal... Which I'm sure only a few has read, I'm sure you have heard of N-chan. There is a journal entry dedicated to him. And I'm here to say...
I'm giving up on N-chan. I have given him everything and he has given me nothing in return. I'm tired of doing that. NO MORE. I have COMPLETELY given up on him. Everybody says that he doesn't deserve a great girl like me, or he's such a jerk, you shouldn't love him. They all say to dump him, and for once, I'm listening. I am going to block the memories he gave me. And they're not good memories. Haha.
N-chan really is a jerk. He's only insulted me. He can't anymore. Even if he does, I'll pay no attention to him. I am free again. I won't let him control me anymore.
I AM FREE. Free. It's such a nice word. Freedom to love anybody. Freedom to laugh and smile in front of him, showing him how much I am going to change. Free like a beautiful bird. I will aim for my newest goal. To find a new and better boy. I'm free.
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