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my minds telling me no
but my hearts telling me yes
you are toxic to my mind and yet so healthy for my heart
my mind is telling me to shut yu out
but my heart says to give it time and the best will come
is it just my human minds thought or jesus in my heart that i should listen to?
its almost as if i hate everything about yu
but i still love yu in a way that i just cant explain. . .
its hard to describe cuz its complicated. . .
my heart isn't my brain but i think that i still love yu
my heart yearns for yu but my mind pushes yu away
how do i explain this nonsense to my heart?
my mind tells my heart not to love yu cuz I'll just get hurt in the end
but my heart tells my mind that he feels the same about me as i do hm.
they say mother knos best and she says wat my mind does. . . so wat do i do?
the bible says yu will turn on yur parents for the one yu love so should i give it time or end it now?
i wish i knew wat to do . . .
i hate how much i love yu boy
i cant stand how much i need ya
but i hate how much i love yu boy
but i just cant let yu go. . . .
and i hate that i love yu so.

to my one and only "first" p.j

- MiSs PeAcHeS