Jessi (my sister) put a note on her wall. a) her wall because everything is about her on her wall. -- seems like the room is more her than both of us now b) the note was from her --- when she was alive
I want to cry so much.. Guilty for doing so now..
I want her alive. I want to restart&redo.
It's going to be hard going to Annie's (my friend's) party.. Since that was the last time I saw.. Oh gosh..redo now! PLEASE!
No one really knows that I still reflect. Reflect on what I could have done. Reflect on the past with her alive.
RESTART LIFE ONCE IN FOR ALL.. Damn didn't work.. I know she won't be alive ever again. I just imagine that she will be.
Tears forming again..
Inspirationator · Tue Jun 23, 2009 @ 05:55am · 0 Comments |