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my life in real gaia and story's that i am working on

where am i? the answer is hell. I'm in the middle of the most destructive war ever. all i see is death and destruction. when will it end? when will my pain go away. when will my wounds heal. or will it end at all? are the questions that run through my head every time i come back from the battle. grateful that i am still in one piece and not five. when i go back to visit old battles. all i see is barren wasteland. when i look upon the dead. i wonder if that is my friend or loved one. laying there. twisted. torn. shredded. sometimes i wonder if i was meant for something else. me a dragonlord...born to kill and destroy. but yet...i feel so human in this time of war. I've lost my hunger long ago. my heart heavy with the deaths of hundreds. and hundreds more to come. will it ever end? will the pain ever go away? is this truly the end of the world as we know it.

there is nothing left for me now. my friends lay on the ground...bleeding, suffering...and for what. the only thing they were guilty of is protecting a human witness to the war. and yet they are dead outnumbered and outgunned they fought till their dieing breath. should i put my blame on anyone. no...i shall not. instead i shall keep fighting, fighting till i die or extract my revenge on the fallen. i have become a reaper of death. a terror in the eyes of my enemy's. what do i feel? i feel anger, pain, sorrow, and above all...deaths grasp...i feel it, closing in on me.

what is this? is this really death? is this really the end? the black abyss that lays beyond me? no...yes? i don't know but it truly is terrifying. even to me. this will be my last entry. at least i think. who knows. maybe i will get the chance to see another day. but today. today is a day of death. as long as i still breath. my enemy will fall

blaze dragonite · Fri Jun 19, 2009 @ 01:44pm · 0 Comments


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