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Well, i've gone from having six friends to four in one day. And you know what? I don't care. Katie and Tori are the ones I'm letting go. It's sad that it's gotten to this point, but I can't ignore it anymore.
They're both really violent and I'm tired of that. We were walking home from school today, and Katie randomely hits me really hard in the back of the head for no reason. I hadn't even been talking when she did it. She just kind of whacked me in the back of the head when SHE was having a conversation with TORI. she asked me in her joking way if I wanted her 'to kiss it better' and I said 'no, I want you to stop doing that." because it hadn't been the first time she's done this. Her response was '"ok, i"ll hit Tori instead." Why does she have to hit anybody? apperently it all goes back to her family.
Tori probably would have done the same thing.
Not only that, but when they hang out it's like nothing else exists. All they talk about is FFX which I am completely sick of since they've been doing it since October. That's nine months now people. Enough is enough. They are completely addicted to that game and won't shut up about it.
I have a volleyball net set up in my backyard. You want to know why Katie and Tori come over my house? To play volleyball because they're bored. Do they come just to hang out with a friend? No. They come beceause they're bored and want to play volleyball. How does the used friend feel about this? Well, I feel like USED. It's not a nice feeling. It makes me want to cry which I really don't want to do because I'm going to be crying enough in the next two weeks because my brother is going to North Carolina for a tech school and the next time I'll see him is Christmas. After Christams I won't see him until he graduates in October, 2010. Even then he might stay down there because he found a job.
Anyway, back to my friend drama.
What the last straw was though happened today on the walk home. the three of us were walking home today because Katie was going over Tori house (again) and I decided to get the exercise by walking home. So we went together. Okay, no big deal. I was offered to go over Tori's house and I had agreed. I decided later, without telling them, that I would go home instead because Tori and Katie are unbearable when together. So when I turned down the road to my house, they didn't even ask me why. They just let me go. Yeah, they were about 30 feet behind me. They could have called out 'hey, what are you doing?' they could have called on the cell phone. Do they do anything? No, they just let me go. What kind of friend is that?
Well, I decided it was a friend that I don't want to hang out with anymore. If they ever decide to clean up their act and be real friends to me, I might hang out with them again. Until then, I don't want anything to do with Tori and Katie.
and what's really sad, is that I've known this was coming. It almost happened a few times back in November and December when I kept fighting with them. I didn't want to accept the fact that I might lose some friends though, and so I put up with it. But not anymore. I have to go my own way If I want to grow up right, and that means letting Tori and Katie go. I can cry all I want(which isn't that much) but i'm letting go. And you know what? It's about time that I did. I can't take any more of them. I don't ever want to see them again.