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I can't seem to find my soul.
My entire body is weak for it's presence.
My heart beats so much slower now.
I used to be able to feel my blood.
Now it seems it has stopped flowing.
I must have forgotten it,
in the depths of the abyss.
I am empty, lifeless.
The darkness seems to be growing darker.
The pain seems to be getting more unbearable.
The life seems to be gone.
The love seems to have been demolished.
It only takes one gust of wind to knock me down.
Only one spark to set me on fire.
Only one drop of water to drown me.
The cracks in my weathered skin
match the cracks in the pavement.
Sleep is my only relief.
Because my nightmares are better
than the world i live in.
So maybe I will never find it, my soul.
So be it, let this eternal sleep
put my lost soul to peace.

-Jeanea is a lost soul.