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«§A monster with wings§»

I feel my life slipping away as I slowly bleed to death.

Memorys come to me as I get closer to total darkness.

The knife drops from my hand.

I cant feel anything any more.

Its dark.

Pitch black.

Then I see light

I head toward it and see a door.

I try to open the door but it wont open.

"You cant come in young one."

"Why?.....Why not?"

"You dont belong here....in heaven."

"Why not? Why dont I belong in heaven? And who are you?"

"..............."

"TELL ME!!"

"I am God......and you do not belong in heaven because you have sinned."

"I sinned......?What do you mean? I never sinned! When did I sin?

"Your sin was.....killing yourself....."

"What?"

"Killing is a sin and by killing yourself, when it wasnt your time, is a sin"

"Bu....but it wasnt my fault! I never wanted to die! I only did it because they lead me to do it!"

"I am sorry young one but you may not come in heavan."

"................."

"....................."

".....Then......Were do I go?"

"Were all sinners go."

"To hell you must go.....and become a fallen angel."

I was shocked at what I heard.

"No! Please do-"

Before I could finish I was inside a giant glass cylinder.

And then I was falling.

Then I saw trees and clouds as I was falling.

At first I thought that God was giving me another chance.

Another chance in Life.

But then I saw all my friends and family in one place.

Crying.

Crying for someone who has died.

Crying for me.

I kept watching the scene until I went further down and I couldnt see them anymore.

The only thing I could see was black.

And more black.

And more black.

Until I finally hit the ground.

Surprisingly the fragile looking glass cylinder did not break.

I tried to break the glass myself but it was no use.

Suddenly there was a sharp pain in my back.

I screamed in pain.

All I could here was my screams of pure pain and glass shattering.

Then the pain stopped and my back felt kinda hevy.

Till I noticed the glass on the floor did I look up and saw beautiful dark black wings.

As I was standing I noticed I had a sudden feeling to destroy.

To destroy anything in my pad.

In that moment I realized I wasnt human anymore.

That I was a monster.

A monster with beautiful dark black wings.