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ok so my friend hollie liked this boy tommy
and i did 2
hollie is one of my bffl's
anyway well he likes he back
he told her
and i felt guilty so i told her i liked him too
then he asked her out
she told me she couldnt knowing how i feel
I knew i could say no
but thats so selfish
i love tommy
why would i take away his happiness like that?
all i wanted was for him 2be happy
so even though i knew it was gonna kill me 2 c them 2gether
i urged her 2go out with him
because i didnt want him 2get hurt
but now im miserable and i realized
i sacraficed myself for nothing because
hes miserable
because shes been treating him like s**t
I guess nice people
or at least I always lose cry