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baby
my baby doctor for my pregnancy makes me wonder whats in his head. my husband is on the fritz cause i'm depressed or just plan unhappy and he dosen't know what to do. I don't know what to tell any of them. for starters this is the first time i've been pregnante and i'm not sure what all to expect, so i'm left in the dark there. But where we live sends me for another loop of uncomftorableness. me and my husband live with his family, don't get me wrong its not all bad i love his family and there's never a dull moment but when you live with someone you didn't really want to live with them you would rather be a guest its hard when you are left with no choice but to live with them and put your self in an uncomftroble place everyday. i can't do all the things i used to do my husband and i can't even have our special time. My doctor said this baby is giving me a run for my money, well is not that its the fact that it's my first and the world i knew at the start came crumbling down around me sending me crashing. Now my world is building itself back up slowly and but its still not the world i knew it different. not sure what kind of different yet but i can't wait to find out. hopefully we get our own place agian. i'm sorry.
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