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Wound

Dear, this sadness and insecurity
Is hurting me deep inside my heart
"Please be by my side," I whispered
And reached my hand out but you weren't there



If this separation is gonna regrettably come true
Could you turn back time
And just tell me it was all a nightmare?
Because I can't wake up from it by myself



This wound is frozen solid
And it pierces me inside more than it makes me cry that
I still don't really know that face of yours


Before that one single word that ravaged the two of us
Runs away from your lips
Melt me quick like the snow that falls in springtime
If I shall never get to return
To your gentle arms as you turn your back from me
Then please let me stay frozen for eternity




I looked hard
Turning over every stone from our countless memories
To find that smile I wanted so much but
Instead I'm held captive by your sad eyes




Those lovely days I had cared about
Which had only scooped up my loneliness
Are more distant than even illusions



We've passed over the borderline unknowingly
We can't turn back so get rid of your warmth
"Would've been better if we hadn't met", is the answer?
Your last words and the voice that goes along with it
Though they're long gone, the wound it made hasn't dried
Even if soon you'd forget all about it



Before that one single word that ravaged the two of us
Runs away from your lips
Melt me quick - though that was my wish to the sky above
Even if these tears have no end
I know snow won't ever fall in spring
And ever...



This definite thing that makes me feel of you
Even if it hurts, it's okay the wound that you kissed
Is now, still frozen as it is