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be careful, because wat u might say, may come back to haunt u. i know they just mess with me and all, but im not some kind of beast. i have feelings too, i just dont like to show them. its hard for me to tell anyone about me. about how i really feel. i dont know why, but if i do tell them i may break down and burst into tears. i dont want that. i dont ever want ppl to think im weak. espically the guys, they always r gender streotyping. i hate it, but if i have a guy i can really trust to become my true love. i may just love them forever and tell him everything. though if i do, im afraid that if they disappear from my life like the others then i'll feel completely alone. thats why i try to shut myself off on the inside. so then the ppl can only see wats on the outside. it may not be pretty on the outside, but compared with the inside, i would choose the outside.
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