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It seems that everyone around me is blinded by something they really want. Money, attention, love. I don't look for these things at all. Why? Let's see shall we.
Money- Well as much fun as it is to be a rich snob with no real friends, I'm actually been happier since I lost all of my money and am now broke. (no sarcasm)
So why do you think you need it?
Attention- Well, I personally would rather be a shadow hiding away from the world, but letting myself speak when it's needed. If others need to be famous to live happily, I feel that's a little shallow. (no offense to my friends)
Love- This emotion seems to puzzle me the most. I've never had an encounter with it to strongly with anyone of my family or friends, and I've never had this feeling towards another human. I here it's all for the warm fuzzy feeling you get inside, but I could figure a way to reach that without something ending in such terrible consequences can't I? I'd rather drink some hot chocolate then get my heart broken again and again.
Don't let my signature fool you or my profile, love is more like an unneeded decoration in my life, locked away in the attic, never to come down. I like it that way.