" Stop it! I'm serious MOM, stop treating me like I'm 5 years old
because I'm not ok?!" I shut the door as I walked outside into the clear
blue sky that was calming and the sun warming my skin as I took in the
vitamin D into my peachy skin.
" Young Lady, you'll regret that. You need a spanking when you get
home! Go learn some manners from your lovely friends!" She yelled
out the half-opened window.
I ignored her when I walked out. I hated everything about my life.
Even though I got the beautiful genes from my mom and my dad who
suicided 4 years ago because of huge debts meaning over 3 millions
of dollars. He gambled a lot.
I had wavy blond hair and deep ocean blue eyes that sparkled like
it had water in it, but actually didn't. I had a baby face in the age of a
17-year old body. Although I had all the looks and friends, I hated my
life. It felt so empty. Like I was just a shell. Living among these
people whom I've known all these years. I dreaded upon hours of what
life meant to me. Did I love anyone? Did I care about life? Did I care
about who I was? Did I even know who I truly was? Did I even want to
know?
That was what I felt and pondered each day thinking about these things
, yet with no answers coming into mind. I frequently thought about many
things. Many things were undescribed as the way it was. There was still
many things that were left undiscovered and lost. Some things weren't
even worth discovering. Worthless things that people don't need to learn.
Worthless subjects, topics, and ideas. All just worthless.
So many things lost in time but forever frozen. Leaving away precious memories that were left behind for no one to remember.
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