we got done with my uncles funeral today and we had the wake on tuesday and stuff... so thats done and my grandma was a total b***h to my mom cuz she is blaming his scuicide all on my mom so my mom says once the funeral and s**t is done that we are done with her and grandpa but i will still talk to my cuzins and stuff but i was never close to that side of the family anyways so it wont be that big of a deal anyway... but i havent been cutting or anything for quit a while now so ya but the bad thing is, is that there are scars but there usualy isnt cuz i usualy only cut deep enough to the point were it kinda gives me this high but ya its a awsome way to deal with pain... so ya and mia stop reading all my journals...lol jk its fine you diserve to kno whats going on in my life cuz i do with yours... idk if i have ever told you this but you are a realy great freind... i luv you... in a freind way... like a brother and sister way.. rofl
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