I really don't like what my life is like right now. It sucks because I feel stressed and I feel like I can't get anything done. This has been going on for the past few weeks. I feel like I'm working really hard, but I'm not getting anything out of it. Sometimes I feel like I just want to disappear. I want to quit my job and my culinary class. It's too much stress for me. I really can't wait until summer because then I can do what I want. I think I work too hard. I need an easier job, one where I can take my time at something without having to worry about what I need to do before the end of my shift. I mean, I like the people that I work with, it's just that I don't think I can handle taking orders at a restaurant. I'm thinking about finding a bakery and making cakes and cookies instead. I really try to be nice and helpful at my job, but taking orders and/or cooking in a restaurant isn't my thing. I need to do something else.
I feel self-absorbed now. But what else can I do? I don't tell others how I feel. I don't think my managers know what I or any other psychologist knows about the human brain. Maybe, as a present, I should get them all a book on psychology and human anatomy . . . Like they'd ever read it.
Anyway, I'd better go now. I have to get my Economics paper done. It might either be due tomorrow or Monday. I want to have it done by third period tomorrow so I have it ready when I need it. See ya.
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This is about my life, my feelings, and my thoughts. Feel free to read and comment my entrees.
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