I made it on my old account
http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/life-issues/bf-problems/t.47673345/
And every reply i got felt like another bullet in my heart. emo
[this would also be the reason i wrote heartless]
Baby fox
I am a toyed with and abandoned baby fox
with nothing to live in but a cardbored box
I wait for my owner to come back
and now im getting lonely
looking into a sky of black
waiting for my owner only
I think back to the last time i saw him
He patted me on the head.
"I'll be back i promise.
Now please get to bed."
So for a while I've been waiting for him
Getting hungry and very thin.
So one day I go out to look for him
He's nowhere to be found
no room he's in
So I come up and asked some one
"Where did he go? Is he gone?"
I searched everywhere for the answer
I couldn't find out what happened to my master!
The towns people looked at eachother and thought for a moment
Then a lady said "Listen... This is how it went.
He's tired of you but won't say it to your face
so he's put you in a box and left you with such space."
Hearing what she said,
my skin went numb.
How could he betray me?
We were having so much fun!
Just when I think I won't see him again
I find him in a large crowd
I'm so happy
I begin barking loud
I call "Master! Master!"
he hears me then walks faster.
I run to him without any delay.
But it's no use the crowd is in the way.
I know he hears me
but he wont stop
the crowd kicks me around
to my feet I drop.
Finally the crowd fades away
and my owner isn't there
Now standing in an empty street
my face with an angry stare
"Fine Owner. You've won...
Everything we've been through is now gone."
So then I sit down
and begin to greive
As i think about the times we've had
and the friendship we achieved
"...I thought he loved me."
I said looking down and blinking
A demon whispered in my ear
"Thats what you get for thinking."
I am a toyed with and abandoned baby fox
with nothing to live in but a cardbored box
I wait for my owner to come back
and now im getting lonely
looking into a sky of black
waiting for my owner only
I think back to the last time i saw him
He patted me on the head.
"I'll be back i promise.
Now please get to bed."
So for a while I've been waiting for him
Getting hungry and very thin.
So one day I go out to look for him
He's nowhere to be found
no room he's in
So I come up and asked some one
"Where did he go? Is he gone?"
I searched everywhere for the answer
I couldn't find out what happened to my master!
The towns people looked at eachother and thought for a moment
Then a lady said "Listen... This is how it went.
He's tired of you but won't say it to your face
so he's put you in a box and left you with such space."
Hearing what she said,
my skin went numb.
How could he betray me?
We were having so much fun!
Just when I think I won't see him again
I find him in a large crowd
I'm so happy
I begin barking loud
I call "Master! Master!"
he hears me then walks faster.
I run to him without any delay.
But it's no use the crowd is in the way.
I know he hears me
but he wont stop
the crowd kicks me around
to my feet I drop.
Finally the crowd fades away
and my owner isn't there
Now standing in an empty street
my face with an angry stare
"Fine Owner. You've won...
Everything we've been through is now gone."
So then I sit down
and begin to greive
As i think about the times we've had
and the friendship we achieved
"...I thought he loved me."
I said looking down and blinking
A demon whispered in my ear
"Thats what you get for thinking."