I'm scared...
I'm scared that I can't feel anything..
I'm scared that when I did, I will burst into fits of tears that shall blur my vision, clouding my eyes.
I'm scared of that weakness, weakness that shows how human I am...
I'm scared that somehow... I don't feel human at the moment, feeling so apathetic yet aware...
Feeling so human yet so... NUMB.
I'm scared that I can't feel anything..
I'm scared that when I did, I will burst into fits of tears that shall blur my vision, clouding my eyes.
I'm scared of that weakness, weakness that shows how human I am...
I'm scared that somehow... I don't feel human at the moment, feeling so apathetic yet aware...
Feeling so human yet so... NUMB.