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So uh....Yeah....Wrote a song...kinda describes how i'm feeling...
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Walk through the halls
No one knows, no one can see
Do I really look fine to you?
Can you really not see
To everyone esle I appear to be
okay~
Okay~...

But if they only knew
If they saw me like you do..
They could look deep inside
And there they might find
That my appearance is not true...
I am lost without you
If only they could see
My smile is fake
Its only a dream
If onlythey could see
If only they could see...
Inside i'm dying
Why can't they see
I'm crying....

Yes, Oh Crying inside!
Crying on the inside!
But not on the out!
Oh, why can't they just see
That without you there is no me!
Why don't they see past this mask
Is it really that hard of a task..?
Why can't they see
Why can't they see
Why can't they see that
I'm crying on the inside,
But not on the out!
This feeling is killing me!
The separation anxiety!

Why can't they see...?
Can they not understand?
That they aren't seeing what is real
That i am turning to sand...
That my appearance is not true!
That I really really miss you....
Why can't they see?
Are they blind to the way i'm feeling?
I miss you...
So much....
Oh my love....

I'm....crying on the inside
Crying on the inside
But not the out...
Oh why...
Why do we have to wait...
We both feel so ungreat...
We can't stand the absense of one another...
Oh how I miss you love...the only...theres no other..
Crying on the inside
Crying on the inside
But not the out

Do i really look fine?
Why do they leave me behind
Why don't they see
They way that you do
Why can't they see
That my appearance is not true...
Why can't they see
Without you there is no me...
Why can't they see...
Why can't they see?
I'm crying on the inside
Dying on the inside....
Why can't they see....

I'm crying on the inside,
just not the out...
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I love you Kai...So much....And I'll miss you when I can't be here....