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emo Kept in pain emo
Iam not trying to be selfish.
Nor am I trying to be suicidal.
But please guys,
You're all keeping me in pain. .
saying, 'You'll be okay.'
'It'll pass on.'
Or. .
'You got me.'
Because, those are all lies.
You'll be okay is like keeping a dog that should be put down because of its pain.
It'll pass on, I hold onto things. I don't let you off the hook so easily.
You got me .. I have no one. Everyone that's said that has ran off with some one else.
Maybe it was for the best that he's hurt me.
But I'm alive until next time. .
Mom found my butcher knife.
But Iam hurt.
But Iam shocked.
But Iam dieing.
But Iam in pain.
But Iam sad.
But Iam depressed.
But Iam crying.
So please. .
just let me go . .