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zack's picture book!
i will put any pictures i can sneak in here!
lore about Heigm
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not exactaly shure look up spirit of the tribes and you could probably find it


okies, will do. 3nodding other than that, what did you think of the story? it's pretty sinister, and probably not your thing at all, but Rebecca has a thing for rape fantasies, and there is a certain psychological realization i had upon hearing an excerpt from one that leads me to understand why in stories it is tottally ok. the main issue being the lawlessness of the scenarios in regards to sex.
=_=;
. . . . . .well im reading it still

oh, sorry... sweatdrop
hmmn its ok . . .


it's bothersome to you, isn't it... >///<

no
not at all

*lets out a deep sigh of relief.* ... xp i was worried it was far to sinister and twisted for you... redface

=///=
i trobably whouldav gone farther with it
. . . . i guess i havent realy gotten to show you that part of me


heh... like i said, i'm not done with it yet... though i dunno if there is realy much more of a point in finishing it... i guess iw ill try to though, for Rebecca's sake. she realy seemed interested in reading an Erotica from my mind...

mmkay

rrmmn this sucks. . . . *wiggles*

heheh.. wha sucks sweetling? ^_^ *goes down on you after you wiggle, and kisses your neck and behind your ear.*

*lets out a totaly random long moan and blushes*
you got me on a subject and my mind started being creative and wonder off *wiggles again*

hmhm... shall i pleasure you then pet? i am hungry as well, but unfortunately i cannot risk taking you in intercourse. we can take turns orally pleasing eachother. *wanders down, kissing you the whole way, undressing you along the way. when i get to your legs i undress you more slowly, peeling your panties down and kissing your c**t enthusiastically.*

*i moan as as you pull my panties down, my c**t is hot and sencitive, every touch makes me whimper and moan, i chest lightly rises and falls and my legs shift impatiantly, i moan as again as you kiss me* if you could do anything to me, what would you do?. . . . .

anything? mnngh... right now i think i'd take you as hard and bruttally as i could. *grins, and mouths you hungrilly, licking into you.* hmhm... i'd cut a shallow line down the middle of your back, just to watch it bleed, and to see you squirm and shudder. to hear tose whimpers that i know would be in pleasure.

*my back arches and a gasp as you mouth me, my ears lower and i moan, my legs shake till i relax them, spreading them open, i reach my hand down and touch your cheak* yes pleeaase

*i grunt hungrilly while i lick you, moaning and causing vibrations that stimulate your soft tissues. my hands grip and kneed your butt, while my breath blows from my nose against your gut. i am moving my head around forward and back while i eat you out, doing my bst to mimick teh sensations of intercourse.

*my moans get louder and my mouth opens and i pant, i get goosebums and i run my hand up my stomach, its drives my crazy as you mouth me and i whimper and moan*

*my own breaths are coming heavily, and strained, with slow but thick heartbeats in my chst. i grunt and groan and explore you thoroughly. i gulp every once in a while as the nectar leaks onto my tongue and into my mouth. i lick down farther, trying to coax an orgasm.*

*my open mouth leaks a loud moaning aaah noise and my hands grip to the bed sheets and i pant loudly, my body slowly sqirms and i bite my lip*

hmhmhm... *i enjoy myself fully, lapping up whatever c** i can in you, and keeps up the tickling, scraping, grinding tongueplay, while my grunts and and hums of pleasure vibrate it.*

hhhnnnm! * my moans are loud and i hum loudly, my body shivers and my chest heaves, i finaly climax and i scream, my back arches and i pull at the bed sheets, i whimper and scream more*

*i gulp it all up, feeling a little sourness in my stomache but a good kind of sourness. it causes me to almost spill out on the sheets myself. i continue to lick and mouth and grunt and humm and tickle and scrape and suck. i don't want to stop. i kiss up to your belly, and then up farther, and then kiss your breasts over and over until i grab one in my mouth and suck hard, gripping your ribs and pulling at the skin around them.*

*i slowly settle down and let out long whimpers, my chest still heaves and i pant, my body leans up toards your lips as you kiss me, i whimper louder as you put preshure on my ribs and skin but a sudden moan comes fom my throat as you suck on me*

*i happily gulp with my sucks when the milk comes out. i enjoy the energizing meal a longtime, still kneeding and rolling and gripping yoru skin on your ribs, a**, and other breasts, which i stimulate carefully with my left hand. i roll it and squeeze it and rub the n****e, lift it up and press it down.*

hhnm*a light gasp comes from my mouth and my eyes fogg, i humm and place my hands lightly on your head and i lighlty pant, i moan painfully when you grip me but i dont resist, im held in a shutdown state as you suck on my brest*

*the feeding goes on a long time, and i grunt and hum in between gulps. i can feel my stomach rejoicing at the flavour and nutrition. my right hand is now fingering you while i drink, and while i keep pleasureing your other breast. my fingers rub against your walls and slush around in the sticky nectar.*

*i gasp again as you finger me and i moan, my chest slowly starts to heave again and my fingers kneed*

*lean up and kiss you, and you can taste your own c** and milk on my lips and tongue. i press your tongue down and around, and lick at the roof of your mouth, and your teeth. i breath your breath, in and out, and humm while i make out with you. my grunts and humms vibrate my tongue, and ther is lots of movement. i take my own pants off and crawl ontop of you, barely able to stop myself from taking you.* sweetling blow me now. i need it now. *i practically gasp this.*

*i slowly wake back up and kiss you back, the taste makes me humm and my tongue intertwines with yours, i feed you my breath and i take in yours, i suck on your tongue when you vibrate it, my delicate fingers wrap around your d**k and i lightly squeeze you, i kiss your neck* yes master, anything for you love

*i grunt, breathing thickly and heavily, and roll my shoulders. i lean backwards, and pull you down gently to me, placing on hand at the back of you rhead and lightly scratching your scalp.*

*i lower myself, i lightly run my fingers down your torso as i do so, i then gab your d**k and rub my thumb up and down the bottom of you d**k, i kiss the tip of your d**k and lighly touch it with the tip of my tongue, i breath hot air on you*

^///^ *i grunt happily, scratching your scalp more rewardingly. my breathing catches, becoming stiffer.*

*i purr vibrateing my lips and i draw them slowly down over your d**k, my whole mouth lighly vibrates and i wrap my tongue around you, i moan again an tighten the grip on you*

*the hand on your thigh squeezes and rolls, to express tension and greatfull bliss, while i keep scratching your scalp lightly. i am beginning to c** now, my heartbeat fluttering in my chest.*

*i deep throat you and suck hard on you, my toungue massages against you and when you c** i moan and slowly draw your d**k out of my mouth, i swallow it and moan again, i kiss your thigh*

*you can feel my muscles practically mely at the pleasing sensations, and my d**k begins throbbing and swelling with deisre for more attention. my grunts are greatfull with that strong sense of dominance still in there. my hand rubs and massages the back of your head now.*

*the tip of my tongue plays with the tip of your d**k, one of my fands slowly massages your balls while the other massages your shaft, i moan again and lick you from your bace up to the tip*

*this causes me to have a quivering breath, and i c** again.* mmmnnnnnnnnngggggh... mmnnn... *i lean down to kiss your forehead.* i love you pet.... thank you...

*i pull your d**k out of my mouth after, i lightly cough from your c** in my throat but i purr when you kiss me, i nuzzle you and my heart fludders*
i love you to master. . .your welcome

^_^ *i lift your chin up and kiss you cheek.* here, drink some water. *a mug of warm water appears in my hand, and i hand it to you.* how are you feeling love?

*blushes and moans when you kiss me*
hhmn
*my ears perk and im slighly suprised when the mug appears*
mmn im good
*drinks from the mug*
they hurt alittle
*cradles my boobs*

i imagine... they are getting heavier, and more tender. it is normal. *giggle.* ^//^ they are filled with delicious milk dear. i am still so very excited... ahh... you think that it may be only one kid? i'm almost certain that it will be a litter. i always seem to have multiples...

im not rely shure..
i dont want a whole litter 0///0
lots of kids
4 at the most

don't worry pet! XD i'm sure it won't be more than that. ^_^ *kisses you, and clips a chain leash onto your choker.*

*kisses you, my ears twitch at the click noise and i open my eyes, i blush and my eyes calm*

sweetling, you are alright? you seem anxious...

no not at all i love this

^_^ *my smile calms down and spreads on my face.* i am glad... *pets you and lightly scratche syour scalp, kissing your chin.* i love you Lauren. i would like to ask, how would you feel with me having your name on my left shoulder, with Rebecca's initials on my forearm? it would say "Lauren's Master" with a little music note or something.

*purrs and my tail lightly sways*
i love you too
if you want master shure
i wouldent min. . .

mnngh.... *nuzzles you and kisse syour lips now.* it doesn't give you any specific emotions? *kisses you again.* happy? sad?

*kisses you and smiles*
no it doesnt make me sad
happy
im glad you apreciate me that much

^_^ i do. i realy do. i love you andam forever greatfull for your loyalty and your returned love. and in a couple years i hope to have you at my bedside often. not that i would enforce that.

im glad heh
i realy am
im not positive about the bed thing but i will be there for you

mnngh... well then, i suppose i'll just wait and see how you feel about it when the time comes. ^_^ thnak you thouh, i am glad that you will at least keep me company at night if not sleep with me in terms of sex.

heh no problem master

i'm going to go help cook dinner now. nighties pet.

ok master
nighty

heheh... my avatar looks so powerfull next to Stephen Colbert... whee

hehe *hugs*
yes it does master
colbert is a powerful force

makes me feel even more powerfull, because in comparison my avatar diminishes him1 XD look at that, aura, mantle, faerie, roses and fan, vampire fangs, epic unique hat...

heh so true
he cowers befind you your so powerful heh

i should have known right away that they'd have his Flag of Truthiness, teh word he invented on his secgment The Word.

awsome
heh
thats a good word alright
especial in politics

ugh, dizziness... i am miles behind now! crying

. . . . *walks up to you and hugs you, i curl up in your lap close as i can, i lower my ears and and my breathing slows*

*pets you, and hold syou close.* pet, what happened, what is wrong? sad

im just in a weaird mood
a weird thig has been happening around were i live
3 people that iv known have died recently
one of them over the weekend
it was a realy sad death of a young boy i used to go to school with
*lowers my ears further and lays my head against you*

*pets your hair, and your arm and thigh.* i am sorry... it will be alright pet, death i saddest for thos eleft behind, not so much the one passing on... i'll be sending my prayers you nkow. here, listen to "Space Lions" by The Seatbelts.

thank you master
. . . i guess im just glad none of them has been in my close family
also im glad hes in a better place. . . .its just sad how he died thats all. . . .*opens my mouth like i want to say something but nothig comes out and i sigh and slump over*. . . .

*kisses you, and holds you real tightly.* please go ahead and ask me. i also have something else to tell you, but i'll keep it in my journal, Titled "19 Year-Long Secret". ok? read it whenever you feel like it, but i want to focus on you right now.

*kisses you back and lays against you*
ok i will
ill read it
iv been feelign better
amis over right now and shes realy helping
*smiles*
is the journal something i should be worried about?

*kisse syour forehead and smiles, petting you more.* no darling. something to be happy about. my stepdad is proud of me. my sister told me that he tells her so, alot.

*purrs and blushes, cuddles up to you*
im glad master heh
im proud of you too
*kisses your forehead*
im glad you found that out
it probably felt realy good


(could you please get on tomorrow around 3pm, if you can)

i'll be on. promise.

*sits down and waits for you, i start singing*
]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrVlBrooxcM&feature=channel_page

i would have been on 20 minutes ago but there was some s**t... excuse me that i am in an extremely pissed off mood... how ar eyou?

aww what happened?
im good
im realy tired but im glad i get to talk to you

lets ignore it please....
*hugs you and cuddles with you. i give you a few kisses on your cheek.* hmhm. ^///^ *yawns.* i love you pet.

*wraps my arms around you and cuddles my face in your shirt*
heh
mmn i love you too master
*blushes when you kiss me and i hug you tighter*

*petting you happilly.* so what has been up? i hear you are not feeling well?

mmn. . . . .
well. . .
i dont know whats wrong but my legs have become realy weak
alot of times i cant stand up
. . . .thats why im sitting

that is very ungood... sad i wonder what could have caused it... what has been recently happening? getting good rest, and eating properly? sitting with proper posture, being active?

yes it is
iv been eating well along with good posture and i bellydance every day

i havent been getting good rest lately though
iv been so buizy

perhaps that is what it is. you are on your feet every day, and getting plenty of healthy excercise, but you arn't resting much. without rest, your muscles will start to dissolve you know.

mh yes i know. . . .
*hugs you*
im going to try to stay home tonight and get rest

*kisses you, and hugs you.* you should make sure you get sleep at night... whatever it takes. going bellydancing every day is still [erfectly ok, as long asyou aregetting at least 8 or 9 hours of sleep.

*kisses you back and smiles*
ok master
im going to sleep a lot tonight ok
plrease dont worry
ill be fine
and the baby will too

there's only one? hmm... i take it that dark thing did that on purpose...

no im still not shure
he has no power over how many i have
and pluse he can touch them
he promised
i just call it/them baby cause its easier

hes not been to happy about it though
its been a real hell

mnngh... well, the contracts i make are realy powerfull. those spirits are still guarding the contract, so if he tries anything they'll give him what for. *grins, and then rubs your belly with you on my lap. i kiss your temple, and nuzzle your hair.* i ov eyou. *i whisper in your ear, and kiss it. i nibble on it.* how far are you?

*blushes and smiles, my ears twitch and i nuzzle against you*
yes its realy been working but hes been wakeing me up alot in the middle of the night
always wants to say something
and iv been feeling things in my stomach
it kinda concerns me
. . . .about what there growing

yes, how far along ar they grown. *kisse syour neck a few times.* i am glad to know that he cannot touch them.. *grunts and sucks on your throat.* what kind sof things does he say? does he complain alot? *gropping and massaging your breasts.* i'm so hungry for you...

i forgot to say
i love you too master
*tilts my neck and moans when you kiss me*
i am glad too
and if im right it/there growing ears and eyelids right now
heh
*i moan again and reach my hand up to grasp your shirt, i start puring*
mostly the same thing over
why did i do this?
i should know better?
you made so much more work for me?.
do you know what there doing now?
theres so many i can keep track
and then he complains how he has to share space with your gardians and how there always causeing trouble for him
*u lighly gasp when you groap me*
i want you bad
. . . i want you to punish me

punish you? *i mumble.* why.../ *kisse syou and pulls your shirt off, so that i can suck on a breast.* i wish i could safely take you.. but i cannot... *i finger you while sucking on your breast, going down on you. i grunt and huff through my nose while suckling, enjoying your milk.*

i love when you punish me master
i havent been in forever *whispers in your ear* i neeeed it
*i kiss you back and i lightly pant when you suck on me, a long moan comes from my throat when you finger me and i arch my back*

hmhm.... alright love. *i set you up on the floor, crouched over doggy-syle, and put a trusse bar between your ankles. i tie your wrsist together, and clip your leash to your collar. i dip your back so that your butt sticks out.* i will give you punishments, and also have you blow me on command, ok pet? ^_^ *i rub your a** smoothly, and then spank you. i give you spanking after spanking, grunting while i do.*

*i let you move me the way you like, i lighly smile when you put the trusse bar on my ankles and i dip my back, love showing my scared design and the tattoo you gave me between my legs*
yes master, i will
*i yelp the first time you skank me and lowers my ears*

* i gnash my teeth at one point, and scratch your back violently twice all the way down. i kee spanking you, harder and faster now.* lovely scars... i love them...

*my back arches more under your scratches, i yelp again and wrap my tail between my legs, the tip of my tail lays against my stomach, i whimper louder and louder as you smack my, i pant and moan*

*i circle around and stand in front of you, tugging on the leash once.* now blow me pet. there will be lashes afterwards. *i grin darkly down at you.*

*i blush and continue to pant, i come when you call and sit at you feet, i look up at you and lower my ears submissivly* yes master

i said now. ^_^ *tugs again, and puts my hand on the back of yr head, scratching the scalp lightly. my d**k throbs hungrilly.*

* i take my whole tongue and draws it all the way up your d**k, i sit up higher as i do so, i moan and wrap my fingers around your d**k, i slowly move my hands up and down and my lips play on the tip of your d**k, my lips ocasonaly slip down and my tongue plays on your skin*

* i smile and giggle a little in pleasure, and my breathing stiffens. i scratch your scalp and behind your ears more rewardingly, and feel myself warming up and stiffening even harder and bigger in your grip.*

*i moan as you scratch behind my ears and i lightly lean against your hand, my toungue cups under your d**k and i press against it, i draw my lips down over your d**k and moan again, i remove my hand and lighly kneed your balls, my lips move up and down your d**k and i suck hard at you*

damnit... i'm being told to get offline... i didn't even get to look for job openings or practice Kanji yet! crying i didn't get to last night either because of shanti taking ver an HOUR when i told her she could upload 1 video, that weasle... >.> respond quickly, what time tommorrow?

same time please, 3

*nods.* goodnight love. *kisse syour forehead, and rubs your back smoothly. i unbind you and curl up with you.*

goodnight master
*purrs and wraps my arms around you, i moan again and cuddle up with you*
can we finish this tomorrow?

i feel so sorry that i've been away so long... sad how are you feeling pet?

master where were you? i was worried. . . .
im fine
while you were gone i found out alot adout 'him'
the babys doing fine
there/its kicking away
and i swear my bellys gotten even better
*sighs*
my legs have gotten stronger so i can stand now.
*kisses you and sits in your lap, cuddles*
these prego hormones are drivin me crazy .///.

i can only imagine... i personally find it odd that pregnant girls are hornier. *shrugs.* *cuddles you and gives you kisses all over.* ^_^ i love you. i was dealing with alot of issues, i spent those days off of the computer out of anxiety.

what is it you have found out about "him"?

heh i find it odd to
you wouldent think it, it seems like pregos would have a hormone shut off because there . . . .well pregnant they dont have to be horny because there alreay pregnant
(this all makes sence in my head but it just looks rediculous the way i wrote it)
but i kinda like bein a horndog hahaha
*my eyes calm and i blush, i lighly moan and snuggle against you*

Well i found out he is a shapeshifter
he can only change into some things though
thats why i dident know his true form because whenever i see him he looks different.
He finaly told me his name
its heigm, which is weird because because its said 'him' just spelled weird.
Also he told me (i kinda already knew this)
the scars on my back,
he carved the chakra points with a skeleton (representing hell or death)
on the left side and a naked body (representing life or heaven) on the right,
under each chakra point is a stone (marble like) that gives me a differernt ability (thats why i was worried when you *ahem* bit my head off heh) and if they are taken out of my body i will loose that ability.
The carved bodys have conection to my eyes, my left one is the death and my right is the life, i have the 'life' eye and heigm has the 'death' eye (meaning he has no right eye like i have no left).
I am a host body for him so if i die he dies or the other way around, he controles everything that happens in my body and he can destroy anything if need too.
When i get realy mad or depressed my eye smokes because hes reacting to it, since i am the life side i should act respectable and nice so if i dont he will literaly come out of my body and punish me for it.
Heigm can combind with my body and at that point my black eye will have his eye in its place, my body will be a mix of his and mine,
i havent experienced it yet because theres been no use for it.

im sorry i loaded this all on you
i just though you would like to know, if you have any questions feel free to ask, i know its alot
important stuff, i am glad you told me. ^_^ *kisses you more, and rubs your arms and back in my arms snuggly.* if this is true, then i have some considerably respect for him, though i still find it odd and... well, ... i dunno, it just doesn't seem right... that dualism is a tough thing to deal with, but you'll grow stronger for it.

and the hormone thing you are talking about, you ar emaking perfect sense.





 
 
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