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gosh my life is like a roller coaster that you can never get off of. It has many loops and its making me sick. I want to get off so badly. but im strapped into the seats. I try to endure it, but its just to much for me to handle. There are times where the ride is smooth, like going up, reaching for the top. It takes a while to get there, which is fine, I can handle that part. But then it starts to pick up on speed, and i get that sick feeling again. The ride starts going down, then it picks up speed again making a loop. I'm sick of the twisted upside down roller coaster. Cant it just be a smooth ride from here on now? why do i have to ride this ride, when i want to get so badly off? Should i just jump out of the ride and hope that i land on something soft?