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Mephist no sasayaki ni madowasare
te no nobaseba yami no kabe ni tsubusaresou ni naru
NEGATIBU na kanjou sae nakute
nukegara no you ni aruite kudakechitta

"Hi no ataru basho mo nai mayoi no sekai de"

Kizuato mienai itami wo shirazu ni ikitai no nara
KUDARANAI gensou wo sute me ni mieru subete wo yakitsukuse...

Tada hitotsu sutekirezu ni nokosareta
kimi dake no koe wo tsunaide sagashidasu kara

"Yasuragi wo yurusanai mayoi no sumika de"

Mou shibai nante iranai itsuwari de nuritsubushita
minikusa ni "kurushii yo..." to kodoku ni nageku nara
bake no kawa saite ima sugu "sukui ga hoshii..." to sakebe
mayoikomu sono mae ni kono ore ga sono te wo tsukamu kara

Tesaguri de surinuketa omoi wa yami to tawamure
ubawareta tsubasa ni, hikisagare itamu teashi
kimi sae... kimi made...

Kibou sae mienai sekai de jiyuu nado hoshiku wa nai
kimerareta deguchi nado motomeru kisuranai
bake no kawa saite ima sugu "sukui ga hoshii..." to sakebe
fusagareta sono saki wa kono ore ga tsukurou
bake no kawa saite tatoe kimi ga hikari nakushi
mayoikomu sono mae ni kono ore ga sono te wo tsukamu kara

Translated:
led astray by Mephist's(1) whispers
if I reach out my hand, it seems I smash into a wall of darkness
I don't even have negative emotions
walking like I was casting off skin, I was shattered

"there's no place in the light, in a world of doubt"

unseeing of the scars, without knowing of the pain, if I want to live
I must abandon these unbroken illusions, burn to ashes all that I see...

I left without abandoning one thing
only your voice is tied to me, so I search for it

"unforgivable peace, in a house of dizzying monsters"

I don't need this charade anymore, I blacked out these lies
ugliness is "painful" and if I lament my loneliness
my corrupted skin splits open, and at once I yell "I want to be saved..."
ahead, I lose my way, so I grasp your hands

I groped for them, the thoughts that slipped away to flirt with the dark
stolen wings, torn off limbs in agony
even you... until you...

in a world in which I can't even see hope, I don't want such things as freedom
I can't beg for things like arranged exits
my corrupted skin splits open, and at once I yell "I want to be saved..."
I'm shut up before I can be recreated
my corrupted skin splits open, if your light disappears
ahead, I'll lose my way, so I grasp your hands