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I'm not Okay by My Chemical Romance.

WARNING: This journal entry contains hopefully-cutting words and is an emo rant, with the intentions of guilt settling on one who will remain anonymous, despite his being obvious.

Why would you do this to me? Do you like the thought of me crying, screaming, shaking? Cringing at a memory and flinching from your name?
Couldn't you see you're all I want in this wretched game? That I need only you? What's so hard to comprehend?
Was it so hard to at least try? Why are you so against me? I've given you all I could, so why can't you be happy with me?
Am I too tall? Ugly? Shy? Tell me, and all flaws will gladly be wiped away.
I can only say that I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted, that I wasted your so-called precious time; that I didn't live up to your overwhelming expectations or cater to your every whim.
Because of my eternal love for you, I wish you happy and prosperous as I remain as star-crossed as the second we met.

Zôngshì yû yôngyuân,
Wô ài nî.

{-Megan-x