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emo That Crush We All Hate emo
You know that crush we all hate
The one on your best friend. .
We've all had it, If not now, you will soon.
The day you're ready to tell them
You see them kissing some one.
Or they run up to you in excitement to tell you the news
You act really happy, But you're about ready to walk away and cry
When you meet them, you act horrible
Then your best friend wonders why you're acting this way
How can they not see?
How can they not know?
You slowly fade out of their life. . .
Taking your memories with you
You long for the day to reunite with them.
I long for the day to meet him
It hurts to say you love them right?
I'd give anything. .
If he couldn't see how much I love him, I'd kill myself
I'd give my life for him.
It's not fair. .
She has everything
I have nothing
I am torn to do what I might have to do for me and him to be together
You want to kill their lover, right?!
Stab them, then you'd have it all.
But. .
I couldn't do that.
I want to do something, but I will not.
I refuse to
I'm tired of being all alone.
I am bipolar, so that doesn't help this.
I was born to tell you I love you
She should see how much he loves her. . .
How much her best friend loves her,
It's so strong, she just can't see it.
It sadens me.
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This song inspired me to write this:
Song:Your Call
Album:Awake
Artist:Secondhand Serenade