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i see the tears falling from my face rolling down my arms...
but wait that isn't tears that's blood...

i see the blood dripping from my hands...
but who's blood is it?

my bloody heart can't take any more pain...
now my bloody heart is crying out...crying out in blood...

i look at my arms...the blood is coming from me...but wear?
wear is the bloods source?

my bloody heart can't take any more pain...
now my bloody heart is crying out...crying out in blood...

what could have caused the blood to flow in sure a way?
is it all the pain i have dealt with?

my bloody heart can't take any more pain...
now my bloody heart is crying out...crying out in blood...

could it be that my heart can't take any more pain?
could it be that it has been broken one to many times?

my bloody heart can't take any more pain...
now my bloody heart is crying out...crying out in blood...

am i causing my heart to die?
is it that i am loosing my tough guy touch?

my bloody heart can't take any more pain...
now my bloody heart is crying out...crying out in blood...

what ever the cause i thank it...
because it has drowned out all other pain in my body...

my bloody heart can't take any more pain...
now my bloody heart is crying out...crying out in blood...

so i just smile away my pain as always...
pretend nothing is wrong and smile...

my bloody heart can't take any more pain...
now my bloody heart is crying out...crying out in blood...

it's hard for me to show any emotion so when i do be happy...
if i had a penny for ever time some one could have made me cry,
if i wasn't strong i would be dead...

i would be one rich man...but i wouldn't be happy....
that's one thing money can't buy...true happyness...

sex doesn't bring happyness...drugs don't...neither does achoal...
so what does bring true happyness? is it love? is that the thing i need?
is that the stiches i need for this broken heart of mine?

my bloody heart can't take any more pain...
now my bloody heart is crying out...crying out in blood...

my bloody heart can't take any more pain...
now my bloody heart is crying out...crying out in blood...

so i walk the path alone...the path of a lonely man...
who only wanted to be a hero...a hero to even one person...

my bloody heart can't take any more pain..
now my bloody heart is crying out...crying out in blood...

if i could change any thing in the world...it would be simple
i would change it so no one would ever have to feel my pain...

the pain of the memories...the pain of my past...the pain of rejection...
the pain never goes away...it just dulls for a while...