ha! what a fool i was
to think that you cared
i should have known
i should have seen the lies that you were spreading
should have seen through that thin sheet of love
i thought you cared
i thought you loved me
i thought you felt the same as i did
guess i was wrong
i was just a plaything wasn't i?
i was just another among your disposable
i curse myself for thinking otherwise
did you have fun playing with me?
no matter how much i want to hate you
i can't i can only thank you for what you put me through
you made me wiser and showed me the signs of men like you
thankyou for making me stronger, wiser, and a much better fighter
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i am happiness. i am sorrow. i am anger. i am envy. i am jelousy. i am everything yet nothing. i am a huge whole in my body thats sucks everything in yet nothing comes out.