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shall i destroy this body for another?
or wait it decays on it own...?
why even bother?
but still the devil dances and offers meh trades.
shall i
would i ?
if i go crazy will i be able to lie
or is it more easier to just die?
are the stars my only hope?
if so i will need to use my telescope...
anyone there that might except me
i only thing that my best friends can do is to save me...
will my guardian angel be with me until i give up?
why am i dependent
and not independent...
all my nightmares are daily like a the use of a cup
no sweet dreams
only nightmares and screams...
saving me is the only way to help...