|
Lies we tell. By Christine Adams |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Prologue
You know that feeling? That weird feeling when its silent, The wind is blowing..And there is nobody around...A solitary momment, The one that makes you want to cry?
It is at that momment where you realize, Nothing truely matters. Infact..You almost enjoy being alone-well thats how i see it.
But then theres another feeling, Much much worse..There comes dispair, And your heart is racing..The tears blind you. Its pain. Your lost, Not speechless like that other feeling, But so many words to say. You want to scream. You almost or do want to die.
Ring a bell?
Like any prolouge, There has to be something profound.
Something thats one word-can be discribed in so many.
Love and hate, Isnt that what makes life, Life?
From the purest of hapiness, To the wallowing of sarrow, in less than a day is possible. The point of all this nonsense is infeluenced by an acton or person...You just have to find it.
Chapter one.
Carma.
I am Carma- way to start off.
My life, is a bit confusing. To begin with im thirteen.
It honestly sucks, Everyone takes me for some dumb child.
And im not. I have learned alot in the past few months, Of what people will do-and can do. People can use you, And people can love you...And really, sometimes both. And then there is perfection-well, there isnt such a thing, We just look over those little imperfections..and those imperfections make the person perfect. That person, I have indeed met.
There are people whom you love, And who you are in love with...Ive learned that there is a huge difference.The person your truely in love with, is "perfect."
Sadly, I live in an old house in London, We have spiders-gross.
It gets pretty rainy were we live in London. Which is my favorite weather.
It is currently pouring outside.
My mum, Avril should be here soon, It is 6:00.
*knock knock*
"Come in mum!" I shouted. My mum walked into my room in a chipper way.
"Carma, I need to ask you something" My mum said laughing.
"Does this dress make my bottom look big?" My mum turned around, It was quite weird she said that, she is very skinny.
"Mum are you drunk? You look great, Don't be silly." I said, more focused on my writing.
"Thank you, Oh! I almost forgot..I need you to take care of Jane, I have to go out...On a date." My mum looked excited
"Thats great mum. You need to be dating, Never close your heart." I said as I smiled.
My mum walked out of the door, As jane, my little sister came in.
"Hey Janey! Happy birthday..I got you something for your 7th birthday." I said cheerfully.
"Yay!" she jumped up and down, and said.
I opened a redish looking box, inside was a gold heart necklace with her name carved into it.
"I love it! I love it!" Jane huged me.
"Jane, it is going on 7:00, that is your bedtime." i said as i put the necklance around her neck.
"But its my birthday!" Jane said, crossing her arms.
"Okay.. 7:30" I said giggling.
"Thankies Carma your the best!" She said hugging me.
Jane went to play with her new toys, and then it came to me..I started to write a song.."Traped into spaces, no one will leave traces, in your eyes i see, is the only light to me.." I love writing. I wrote it for a guy, His name was James, He was "perfect" at the time. But things change. So do people, For better and worse. I stopped writing and looked out the window. I looked at the moon.
"To think the sun is on the other side of the world right now" I muttered.
I turned on my music player, I picked "Artists" There was a list of what I listened to. I ended up listening to Siouxsie and the banshees.
I listened to a few songs, and then checked the time.. 7:35.
I walked out of my room to cheak on Jane. She lay on the couch, asleep. I laughed and went back to my room. In my room There was a door that opened up to outside, I sat down on a chair, Admiring the night sky. It was beautiful. I went to bed at 2:00 in the morning. That was the first night I stayed up all night thinking about absolutly nothing.
The end of chapter one.
 iAteOldGreggsMangina · Wed Feb 11, 2009 @ 01:10am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
