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I was killing time while waiting for the class to begin. A friend of mine, A, who was in different class, said something like this, "how did u managed to do that...?"
Of course i didn't understand, "Do what?"
"well, u can still staying here for almost a whole year, & u can still go on study here.."

that's makes me speechless.. can i withstand the environment around me? I was (& still) thinking like A did - I want to return home to refresh & build up new determination..
She did make me thinks something else - am i that capable getting into the environment? I can see that A is doing better than me - that's true!

this reminds me of a part in Fruit Basket, where Tohru wondering why Kyo was jealous of Yuki, & vise versa. She took the rice ball as the example - people (which is the rice balls) can see others' ability, but not their own ability - that's why jealous is born. They didn't realise that their 'filling' is even better than anyone else..