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I'm tired... No, I won't go into full-blown germanic singing à la Blazing Saddles, but I am. This school year has certainly been strange. If, on the one hand, my current situation at college has been disheartening, to say the least, on a personal level, I feel like I've been going through a lot of changes. I've put myself under the microscope, given all the free time I suddenly find myself having, and that analysis has been full of revelations. I feel like I'm finally shedding the last of my awkwardness, getting to know - or rather, deciding that it's not so important to know - myself and identifying what exactly it is that defines me as an individual. It's, perhaps, slowly turning me into a cynical ice-queen, but why would I want to change when I'm so comfortable with who I am? Underneath it I'm still the same kind-hearted girl who is truly happy when she can make others smile and who dreams about making the world a better place. I'm just tired of feeling like I can't get past mediocrity.

Posted by: PadawanCyn Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 02:14am

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