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Gallows in the Black Forest

I am falling apart
lost in the Forest of Nothing
no creatures are there to greet
I am alone and lost

Darkness, hatred, anger
this is what I face
I wish I'd disapper
but no, I'm still here

everyone acts like I am not there
I am a ghost, willing to beg
please notice me, anything I'd do
no one is there, there's no hope

the forest of Hate
that is where I am
a lowly person turned into a dog
speak they say, I am not a dog

they ignore me with silence and stares
I could be dead and no one would care
my happiness was stolen long ago
the forest stares on, they take my soul

I walk through the forest
no path for me to see
I follow my instincts
they're right, I am to "die"

am I a freak? an animal no one cares for?
have I become nothing in the future?
I am still walking on
up ahead there are the gallows

I am guilty, must I be killed
what have I done, no one ever notices me
I walk up the steps I will accept death
I die, no one hears, they talk about me

people ridicule me, they talk about me like I am not there
they steal my happiness where is it?
I hide they find me and a single me out
the noose is round my neck, the floor is dropped

my world is falling apart
will they hear me, as I cry loud
they turn away from me
they exclude me, unwanted that's me

a loner a person hated
the truth is torture, I yell, no one helps
I am dangling I choke on the ropes
I am falling for I have jumped

I am dying everyone cheers
I would be better off dead
I am now limp on the rope, no one sees/hears
I am gone, dead, my life is gone
AND NO ONE EVEN CARES


sad gonk sad






User Comments: [3]
Arcdoom
Community Member





Tue Feb 03, 2009 @ 11:34am


ah but i was put on this earth to become that hope that somany have losti am there shield i am there sword i am the one who has the hope of millions locked away ready to burst out.so do not fear do not cry just take this hope i grant apon u and many others.life has only begone
and there is no need to let ur hope stray away.i am also love for all o those lost ones who have lost there way in love.i shall start small but u will see the kindness and love shall be great and no others that deceve us or punish us shall be able to rise with us to the top cus thats were i shall bring u cool


banditekiss
Community Member





Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 02:55am


I didn't know any1 felt the same way as me. Your nowt alone...I know how you feel


deatht420
Community Member





Sat Feb 07, 2009 @ 07:44pm


i would care goth.


As a Crow, you are analytical, adaptable, and exceedingly clever. You like solving problems, sharing a hearty laugh with friends, and most of all, enjoying a good meal. Your inquisitive, philosophical nature leads you to constantly question authority .
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