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Mood: Pretty good (oh my god? Possibly happy? Naaah...) 3nodding
Song I'm listening to: Stand My Ground by Within Temptation

So I'm kind of surprised I decided to write again.

A lots been going on and deciding to ruin my life.

I'm sort of trying to figure out my life right now. It seems like whenever I think it's going to be a good day, that never happens. It turns around and decides to be the worst day of my life. It seems like every day has been the worst day of my life...oh well. Who really cares? I mean I've had some emo and suicidal moments in the past months, but I mean, nothing serious.

I really wish that people didn't think I was some fragile little weak useless person. It bugs me a lot. I'm pretty independent, I mean, seriously. I know what I'm doing. I just want other people to understand that and stuff. Seriously though, uh, is some supernatural force really out to get me? I think so.

Because no matter how happy I try to be, something decides to ruin my life. What is up with that? I guess my life is really going downhill in a huge snowball effect. I really wish I'd get to the bottom so it would melt already.