My New Year's Resolution:
Dear Nick,
I know there's as bog a chance of you reading this as a tree growing upside down or the moon colliding into the sun. -But I write this to you regardless. My beloved Nick, I am half-way proud to tell you that last night I have thoroughly decided that I must move on.
I can, and will no longer linger on you absence, I will no longer dislike every guy I meet named Nick -for they are not the one who broke my heart. They have done not a single thing wrong. I realize that now. It was only you.
I am ready to accept the fact that I will never talk to oyu again, accept that you had never loved me, and accept that I cannot dwell on you leaving me forever. You were never there.
Nick, thank you for teaching me the most valuable lesson of all. Because of you I have learned that it can't possibly hurt you loving someone as a friend, or even a best friend, more than loving someone as something more. That, can kill you.
I think my heart has permanently been damaged, but you can do nothing more to destroy what heart I have left. I write this letter to tell you that I am willing to let go of the past, and look forward to the future.
I know not what may happen to me, but that's okay because I'm letting you go and will continue this life forgetting your lies, your words that comforted me. Forgetting your voice. The one thing I can never forget, however, is that I once cared for you with all my heart, and let you devour it, nor can I ever forget you.
Good-bye, Nick, I wish you well,
A.L.C.E.H.
